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Saturday, October 16, 2004

3:31PM - Happy Sweetest Day, Joey!

<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3I LOVE YOU JOE <3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3

I love you soooooooooooo much Joe, Happy Sweetest Day.

Yesterday Joe and I worked out everything. He said he'd keep his promises and be nice to me. I hope he means it and it lasts. I trust him that it will. I love you so much Joe.

Yesterday I skipped Chemistry and it was lab day. I'm so scared I'm going to get caught :/ I hope I don't. Worst comes the worst I'll stay the night at Lauryns house on her Halloween Party and go to Saturday school and be back at her house at 11pm and just get picked up or something. I just don't want to deal with it.

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I'm not feeling good so I'm going back to bed. I LOVE YOU SOOOOOOO MUCH JOEY! ::HUGS AND KISSES::

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Ps. Don't mind the retarded pictures. They keep screwing up every time I try to fix them so I'm jsut going to leave them like this.

Current mood: I Love You, Joey
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Thursday, October 14, 2004

7:23PM - Wake me up inside, I can't wake up!


Congrats Anna, you got your liscens!

I haven't been doing good at all latly. I just feel like running away. Far, far way where no one can find me. I feel like I'm getting on every ones nerves. I tried asking people for advice about Joe and I, and people tend to just say "There's nothing you can do except break up with him, and you don't want that so I don't know what to tell you" I think people are just sick of me not taking their advice. I mean I already asked those people and of course they'll say the same exact thing.

Then it seems like Joe doesn't even want to be with me. I feel like he pushes me to leave him. He says comments like;
*Why don't you just break up with me?
*Maybe it'd be better for you if you weren't with me.
*There's better guys than me.
*Just do it now and get it over with.

He makes me feel worthless. Maybe I am. I mean, that's not something you want to hear from someone you're deeply in love with.

Joe promised me so many things and I trust him because I want to and the ways he says it, I melt. He's like "I'll do anything for you. I'll keep my promise. Okay baby? I promise you. I love you." Just like after his home coming we were at Outback Steakhouse and he's like I'm going to make it all up to you. And he just told me how much he loves me and how he's going to marry me and stuff. It seems like none of that stuff matters to him.

And he wants to move into an apartment with me, too and I want to become a doctor and that's a lot of schooling and he's like "I'm going to invite people over some times and have parties"'s like he doesn't even respect what I have to do. He doesn't understand. I'm going to be studying or working all the time and on our free time partying isn't something I want to do. I'd love to relax and spend time with him. But it seems like that's not going to happen. Joe wants to go to a college in Ohio...I don't even know if I can go out to Ohio. And if we did, I doubt he'd have people over, not even some times. Who'd drive from out here, to Ohio? I know I sound really pathetic right now but I really don't care.

I just feel like he doesn't even really understand it and I wish for once put his place in my shoes and just at least visualize how I feel. Also, I'll admit, I love when he makes promises, I do. And I love when he shows me he can keep them. Also, he says he'll do anything in the world for me and be happy...but some times when I ask him he acts like he's mad about it. But he says (some times) that he's upset about it. But then how can you be happy about doing it and have no problem doing it? Why would you feel bad about doing something for the one you love after they sat down and told you how much they love you and how you're happy about what ever you ask them to do and you're fine about it and have no problem...and I thought it was really I need to say more?...It just hurts. I always thought what if I was about to die and he came into the hospital to visit me before I died, I wonder what he'd say to me. Either; He'd probably take back all the things that hurt me and if I magically got better he'd end up breaking promises again. Or; he'd finally be tromatized and keep his promsies because he almost lost me.

But I do love him with all my heart. I just hope he keeps his promises and doesn't keep changing how he feels. I love him so much.


Current mood: confused
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Sunday, October 10, 2004

5:43PM - <3 *Love Me, Love Me, Say That You Love Me* <3


Friday- Joe came up to my school since he didn't have any school and we aate lunch together. But then he got kicked out but he met me after 6th hour. We were suppose to get a ride from Dana to go to Joe's house but she kinda ditched us. We saw Josh getting into his caar and he gave us a ride so it all worked out. Then we went to Joe's house and made love. Then we went to his Home Coming football game. We got rained out. Then this kid Joe knows really got me mad so I started punching him. He really needs to learn how to keep his mouth shut. Then Joe and I got into it a little. Then when we got to his house he apoligized.

Yesterday (Church Hills Home Coming)- Joe really wanted me to get my hair done so I waited 3 hours to get into this place to get it done. It was horrible. Then I picked up his bootner. Then I got home and got my dress on and took a few pictures and went to Joe's house. Then I noticed there I was too skinny for the dress. My boobs were the only thing holding it up so it wasn't easy to dance. Joe and I got into it once again at the dance. He seriously mad me feel really bad. Then we went out to dinner at Outback Steakhouse. There, he apoligized for being like that at the dance and said that he's going to make up for it now. Then he was really nice to me. We did stuff outside. We waited up there forever because she went to the wrong Outback. lol. Joe's dad never told her which one to go to.

Today- I've just been lazy today. I still have homework to do. Ugh...I hate homework. I had to clean. Then Joe called me and he was like in a rush. I just really don't like when he does it. First he said he's being like this because he's tired then he said it was because his dads yelling at him to get off the phone. We were only on the phone for a grand total of 7 minutes. I just really don't like when he does that rush thing. Then when we're getting off the phone some times I remember something that was bothering me earlier and I ask/tell him about it and it seems like he gets all offensive about it. I think if something hurting the other person you should be able to let it out and it's quick things. If Joe felt bad and my parents are yelling at me (this happens a lot) I don't even rush him or anything, I left him explain and I talk to him about it. I just ask if he can do it for me, too. Anyways, he's in bed now. I hope he wakes up at 9pm or something and calls me. I do understand if his dad/mom is mad about getting him off the phone...but some things just can't wait. Some times it's a few things and they all bug me just the same.
*I'm just very scared. I just really want Joe to keep his promises. I hate when I ask him some promise and I'm like;

Me: Do you promise?
Joe: Surrrree. (In like a sarcastic voice)

I don't know, it just really hurts. I'm really afraid of losing him. I don't want time with him to be up, ever. I also don't want to be hurt, either. I want him to keep every thing he says. I want to trust him so bad.


Current mood: scared
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Thursday, October 7, 2004

8:46PM - I'm Not A Perfect Person...


*~Home Coming~*

- Home coming dance was great. Joe and I looked into each others eyes, made out, and danced the whole time. The Party Bus thing was a mess though. I don't know what I would of done without Joe-


-Joe came over. We did the usual stuff. LoL :). Then he told me how much he loved me and how he promised to keep all his promises and never break them, it was so cute-


-I went home sick from school. I had the stomach flu. I laid around the housse all day-


-I stayed home sick. Joe and I kind of had a misunderstanding which lead to chaos which was really bad-


-I went to school. Then after school Joe came over. Guess what we did. :) Then he apoligized for everything that happened and he promised it wouldn't happen again-

*~Thursday (Today)~*

-Gerald is spreaading stuff :(... then Joe and I got into it today really bad which made me feel like crap all day. I don't get it. How can you promise some one the world and go right back and break some promises? He said he'd so any thing for me in a heart beat with no hesitation but when I ask him and tell him how I feel he doesn't do it. Some times he gives me a really hard time about it. It just really hurts. He told me he'd do any thing I asked (He just said this again yesterday, Wenesday) but it seems like he won't. He makes me feel really bad then he does stuff for me. So I'm waiting for his call to work this stuff out. I hope it works out. I have his home coming on saturday too
:(...I'm so sad, hurt, depressed...everything (Every time Joe and I get into it the song "The Reason Is You" come on. I just don't understand) I love Joe with all my heart and I want to stay with him forever...I feel like I just want to die-

A little fun??

The \\
Last Cigarette:Never
Last Alcoholic Drink:Never
Last Car Ride:Ride to school this morning
Last Kiss:Yesterday with Joe
Last Good Cry:Today
Last Library Book:Freshman year, I still have the book :/
Last book bought:I have no idea
Last Book Read:How to Kill A mockingbird
Last Movie Seen in Theatres:Rasing Helen
Last Movie Rented:Can't think of it
Last Cuss Word Uttered:I don't know
Last Beverage Drank:Pink Lemonade
Last Food Consumed:Mcdonalds
Last Crush:Joe navyac (He's the only guy in my life 4-ever and always)
Last Phone Call:Joe Navyac
Last TV Show Watched:Halloween Town
Last Time Showered:This morning
Last Shoes Worn:My pink shoes
Last CD Played:Aerosmith "I don't wanna miss a thing"
Last Item Bought:Call on the pay phone to call Joe
Last Download:Loading AIM on the computer when I was baby sitting
Last Annoyance:Gerald
Last Disappointment:When Joe and I got into it today :'(
Last Soda Drank:Cherry Coke
Last Thing Written:My online journal
Last Key Used:To open my door
Last Words Spoken:I'm DONE!!! (With my homework, Mr. Body)
Last Sleep:Last night
Last Ice Cream Eaten:Watermelon
Last Chair Sat In:The chair I'm sitting in now
Last Webpage Visited:My journal address


What's your favorite color?
What imaginary character do you like?
Who are you in love with?
What's your favorite dance move?
Hairy or stinky?
Farts or toots?
Boxers or spandex?
Monkeys or Apes?
Cds or the radio?
Your biggest secret?
Your love of your life?
Bikes or Dikes?
Fags or crack?
Your Crush?
What you want in a guy/girl?
Sloppy kiss or love making?
Rather be with the Village Idiot or a horny 90 yr old man?
Fish lips or cow dong?
BO or Farts?
Nice butt or Nice chests/boobies?
Facial hair or pubic hair?
Who do you want in bed?
What is one of your dreams?
What do you treasure most in life?
What is your wish?


Current mood: sad
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Saturday, October 2, 2004


I say Garden city because I'm going to Church Hills Home Coming next week so you get the idea. I can't wait to see Joe tonight and dance with him. I love him soooooooo much. :) I think the whole party bus thing we rented out is going to work out, I hope. Our theme is "A NIGHT IN TUSCANY" I don't really know why. Joe and I looked what the decorations looked like and it's really pretty. They made it look like there were wine bottles on the table with wine in it except they put ribbon in it. We're going to try to steal one. lol. And the song is "I don't wanna miss a thing" :-D Mine and Joe's song! HECK YEAH! Well I better go be cinderella for my mom so I can go tonight so I'll see you all there.

Another thing, I gotta hook Anna up with this Donny kid. lol.

Current mood: naughty
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Thursday, September 30, 2004

1:26PM - 10 Months

<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3I LOVE JOE<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3

Joe and I have been together for 10 Months now. I love him sooooooooooooo much I love him and only him forever and always and nobody can ever take his place.


<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3I LOVE JOE<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3

Current mood: So In Love With Joe
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Monday, September 27, 2004


Hey! I feel kind of stressed out. I'm so excited for Home Coming but I'm worried about the bus thing. I just hope every one that says they're going sticks with it and doesn't bail at the last minute. I hope every one is ok with where we're going out to dinner at. I asked a few ppl and they were fine. Then I think she might actually be able to drive us all home but I'm not totally sure. I have to talk to her. I'll call her within the week. She can probably do that. I mean, we are paying for her. I just don't want every one to be like "Drop me off last" and stuff. Then school work has been hell. It's very hard. I'm taking the PSAT test and that's hard stuff. And then Joe goes into these moods that upsets me. He'll be mean and start yelling then he'll be fine. It hurts when he does that. I just feel overly stressed and I just want to fall and cry. Then my parents are being asses. I just feel like every one is on my ass. My head hurts and we're doing more disecting on the pig tomorrow. Oh joy, guess who'll be doing all the work again?
Hopefully this will all work out.

I find this so funny in vinces journal...

10:34 am I lied a few entries ago. I don't love lyndsi fillmore. she's too much of a fuckign priss. I love easy girls and gay men. I love sex with lots of people that goes on for ours and hours. Give me an orgy over love any day. FUCK YOU LYNDSI! LEAVE ME ALONE! I'd rather fuck Myra because she's into all that kinky shit like I am. Fuck prissy girls. You all need to get raped in the ass.

Bye for now...


Current mood: anxious
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Wednesday, September 22, 2004

6:54PM - Holy Moly!


I haven't wrote in this since before school started. LoL. Lauryn's Halloween Par-Tay is coming up in like a month. Well a month tomorrow. Home Coming is next week. I'm going to do window painting & float building. Then Joe's Home Coming is October 9th. That's going to cost a lot of $$$money$$$. By the end of all this we'll have 4 rolls of film. That's going to cost a lot too because my work is closing for the winter (Mickeys Dairy Twist, Too) So now I have to find another job. Great! I'm jobless like Anna now. J/k, lol.



Current mood: Busy
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Sunday, September 5, 2004

4:36PM - My Classes

1 Comp1-Kohn (I have to deal with that hag, again)
1 Speech1-Cappbell C
2 Swim-Johnson (I'm switching this for a history class because I didn't get no history classes and I ended up with two swimming classes)
2 Parnt/Ch Dev-Salach
3 INTG Math 2-Duncan
4 Chem 1-Mendez
4-Acsupctr 2- Wilson L
5-Acsupctr 2- Wilson L
5-Chem 2-Mendez
6 Anat 6 Phys-Kollar (She was kind of a rough teacher)
6 Hlth/swim-Johnson
They were saying that you couldn't switch your classes but I'm going to talk to the school on Tuesday.

Yesterday Joe and I went to the mall. He came over for few first ;) and we went into my hot tub. lol. Joe knows why it was a hot tub. Then Brandon gave us a ride to the mall. He bought me this cute purse with an L on it. We looked at some Home Coming dresses. My moms taking me to get mine pretty soon. Our Home Coming is October 2nd and Joe's is October 9th so they're a week apart. That's cool, though. I'm getting another job. It'll be fun. I have to hostess for a couple months, then I can be a waitress. So anyways, we walked around for a few. We ate at A&W. Which screwed my stomach over. Then Randy picked us up at 9:30pm. It was really fun. Then Joe and I had a late night phone talk. I watched "Elle Enchanted" with my mom and my sister. It was better than I thought. Then I went to bed.

Today I'm baby sitting Courtney, Sara, and Christina. Nothing new.

Tomorrow I have to work short hours then Joe and I are going to the lake. I'm really excited.

Oh yeah and I found out they hired my favorite teacher back at the high school, Mr. Hett. He was my all time favorite teacher ever.
Oh yeah. For my birthday my family got me this spa packet. It's called the "Harmony Package" where all services are worth 30 minutes each. I get a massage, facial, manicure, and pedicure. I think I'm going to use that before Home Coming.

Current mood: loved
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Wednesday, September 1, 2004

10:34AM - Kiss Types


Butterfly Kiss - With your faces less than a breath away, open and close your eyelids against your partners. If done correctly, the fluttering sensation will match the one in your heart.

Cheek Kiss - A friendly, "I really like you" kiss. Often the preferred kissing method of a first date. With your hands on your partner's shoulders, gently brush your lips across her cheek.

Earlobe Kiss - Gently sip and suck the earlobe. Avoid louder sucking noises as ears are sensitized noise detectors.

Eskimo Kiss - With your faces less than a breath apart, gently rub your noses together.

Eye Kiss - Hold your partner's head with both hands and slowly move their head in the direction you wish your kiss to go... then slowly kiss up towards your partner's eyes and give them a tender kiss on top of their closed eyes.

Eyelid Kiss - While your partner is resting/sleeping with eyes closed, very very gently kiss the spot right below their browbone. A very intimate kiss.

Finger Kiss - While laying together gently suck on their fingers. This can be very seductive and pleasurable.

Foot Kiss - An erotic and romantic gesture. It may tickle, but relax and enjoy it! To give a toe kiss by gently suck the toes and then lightly kissing the foot. It helps to gently massage the base of the foot while performing the kiss.

Forehead Kiss - The "motherly" kiss or "just friends" kiss. The forehead kiss can be a comforting kiss to anyone. Simply brush your lips lightly across the crown of their head.

Freeze Kiss (or Melt Kiss) - Experiment with this fun kiss. Put a small piece of ice in your mouth, then open mouth and kiss your partner, passing them the ice with your tongue. It's an erotic and sensual french kiss with a twist of cold.

French Kiss - The kiss involving the tongue. Some call this the "Soul Kiss" because the life and soul are thought to pass through the mouth's breath in the exchange across tongues. Surprisingly, the French call this "The English Kiss".

Fruity Kiss - Take a small piece of fruit and place between your lips (juicy fruits such as grapes, strawberries, small pieces of pineapple or mango are ideal). Kiss your partner and nibble one half of the piece of fruit while they nibble the other until it breaks in half, allowing the juice to run into your mouths.

Hand Kiss - Gently raise her hand to your lips. Lightly brush your lips across the top of her hand. Historically this kiss was performed with a bow, which showed deference to a lady.

Hickey Kiss - The object is not to draw blood, but to gently leave a mark that will prove your interlude was not a dream. This is often included in erotic foreplay.

Hostage Kiss - Cover your lips with tape and get your love's attention. When they come near, make noises like you're trying to tell them something and motion as if you can't get the tape off. Once they remove the tape from you to hear what you're trying to say tell them: "I've been saving my lips all day just for you!" Then kiss your love passionately!

Hot and Cold Kiss - Lick your partner's lips so that they're warm, and then gently blow on them. The sudden cold blast makes for a sensual explosion, and they will often try it on you next, as well as get very passionate.

Mistletoe Kiss - Surprise your lover by capturing them with a gentle holiday kiss under the mistletoe. This is also a good method for shyer individuals to steal a kiss from a potential lover.

Letter Kiss - Send your lover a kiss in a love letter by writing the letter x several times in a row at the bottom of a letter such as XXXXX.

Lick Kiss - Just before kissing, gently run your tongue along you partners lip whether it be the top or bottom one depending on the position of your lips. Very sensual.

Lip Sucking Kiss - When kissing gently suck on their lower lip. This can be very exciting.

Neck Nibble Kiss - Gently nibble up and down your partners neck. End with a gentle kiss on the lips.

Nip Kiss - This kiss can create a very erotic sensation. While kissing your partner, ever so gently nibble on their lips. You must be very careful not to bite to hard or hurt your partner. When done correctly, this kiss ignites wonderful sensations.

Reverse Lips Kiss - It involves standing above your lover and kissing them from over their head. This way, each kisser can take the hyper-sensitive bottom lip of thier lover in their mouths, and GENTLY draw blood to the surface of the lip by nibbling and sucking. A very sensuous, connecting kiss.

Searching The Cavern - Use the lips and tongue to gently tickle and kiss your lover's navel. Vary speeds and stroke to change sensation. Invigorating and intoxicating.

Shoulder Kiss - Simply come from behind, embrace her, and kiss the top of her shoulder. This is a sensual, loving kiss.

Sip Kiss - Take a small sip of your favorite drink. Leaving a little bit of it on your lips, kiss your partner. It is a unique way to create a sensual feeling and your partner will enjoy it.

Talking Kiss - Whisper sweet nothings into your partner's mouth. If caught in the act, simply say as Chico Marx, "I wasn't kissing her. I was whispering into her mouth."

Teaser Kiss - Starting on the forehead, a sweet short kiss on lips, then move up the arms up to her hand, kiss her hand, then come back up her arm, to her face and then lightly kiss her lips till she wants a passionate kiss.

The Buzzing Kiss - Gently place your lips against your lover's neck , behind their ear. Now, send a shudder through their skin by gently growling and humming, vibrating your lips and cheeks as you do so. Move up and down the neck, over the bones of the face and lips. Stimulating and erotic when done correctly.

The Whipped Cream Kiss - Dip your finger into some cool whip or whipped cream of your choice. Lick it off slowly, then embrace your partner and kiss them deeply letting their tongue slip over yours for a wonderfully sweet kiss. It's very seductive and passionate.

Tiger Kiss - Quietly sneak up behind your partner making sure they do not know what you are going to do. Out of the blue, grab them and gently bite their neck. Make sure to get a few good growls in too. This will surely surprise them.

Trickle Kiss - Take a sip of a favourite drink and trickle it slowly into partner's mouth while kissing.

Tongue Sucking - A variation of the French kiss. During an open-mouth kiss gently suck on your partner's tongue (not too hard because it may hurt). Very sexy :-)

Quickie Kiss - When you're in a rush. Often the nose gets it rather than the lips.

Vacuum Kiss - While kissing open-mouthed, slightly suck in as if you were sucking the air from your partners mouth. This is a playful kiss.

Wake Up Kiss - Before your partner awakes lean over and kiss their cheek and move over giving soft kisses until you reach their lips. Definitely a more than pleasant way to wake up!

Virtual Kiss - For Internet lovers. Send an e-card or a kiss via email with this symbol: :-*

Current mood: gloomy
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Tuesday, August 31, 2004

4:33PM - 9 Months


Joe and I have been together for 9 months, yesterday. I'm so happy. I love him so much, more than anything in the world. He's my world.

He started school yesterday and I had a doctors appointment but after I got a ride over and we hung out at his house for a few and made love. Then we went to his friends house. His girl friend was really dumb, though. She has this baby voice and she tries to act sooooooo cool. She's like only using that guy for sex. Joe and I made love over there, too. I mean we've been together for 9 month's, what do you think? Then I guess his friend started doing it with his g/f or something. I don't know. Then we went with Joe's friend Chad in his convertable to the mall. We went out to eat. And took a walk and just talk. Then his mom picked us up and drove me home.

*~I Love Joe Sooooooooooooo Much~*


Poems To Joe. I have 30 of them for you. And if you don't know why 30 it's because the 30th is the day Joe and I started dating.

Poem 1

*~All I want is you, Joe!~*

All I want for Christmas is you,
not presents, clothes, and Cd's too,
no, all I want for Christmas,
my dear goddess, is you.
All I want for my birthday is you,
not money, cards, and toys too,
no, all I want for my birthday,
my dear goddess, is you.
All I want for valentines day is you,
not hearts, valentines, and kisses too,
no, all I want for valentines day,
my dear goddess, is you.
All I want for easter is you,
not chocolates, bunnies, and caramel eggs too,
no, all I want for easter,
my dear goddess, is you.
All I want for thanksgiving is you,
not turkey, stuffing, and pie too,
no, all I want for thanksgiving,
my dear goddess, is you.
All I want for Halloween is you,
not tricks, treats, and costumes too,
no, all I want for Halloween,
my dear goddess, is you.
All I want from life is you,
not prosperity, wealth, and possessions too,
no, all I want from life,
my dear goddess, is you.

Poem 2

*~My Lover In Life~*

You put that smile on my face
Bring back my happiness
Your love to me means so much
You are what makes my heart beat

You give me more than strength
Help me when help is needed
You understand me in every way
Your my crying shoulder

You make me feel special
You show me your caring
You always know what to say
You are what i need to be me

You show me that I'm great
You give me back my reason to live
Your love gets me going
Your my lover in life

Poem 3

*~Let's Write A Fairy-Tale About Us~*

I want to write a sweet fairy-tale,
Pages filled, with our love,
A beautiful story, to be regaled,
That, for years, will be told of.

I want to share, a love, so heavenly,
As if, written, in the stars.
I want to love, till eternity,
Through all the eons there are.

I want to bring you, unending happiness,
Till the very last, of your days.
I want to make you ,as happy, as you can get,
Love you, in so many ways.

I want to make love’s fairy-tale reality,
Share happily ever after, with you.
To love you, forever, eternally
Is all I wish to do.

So, with your heart and mine, lets write, love’s greatest fairy-tale,
A beautiful love story, to, ever, be regaled.
The greatest love, to the world, lets us unveil!!!

Poem 4

*~Every Moment With You~*

Every moment with you is like heaven
Every time I am with you I think it can't get any better
You make me feel so wanted and treasured
Then you leave and the world turns back into its gloomy self
I feel like a word on a page
Like everybody else
So I sit and wait for the next moment with you

Poem 5

*~Why Do I Love You?~*

I love you so much
And you ask why
And I answer..
Because you are the only person
Who can make me happy
With just a smile
Because you are the only person
Who makes me shake like I do
Every time you touch me
Because you are the only person
Who can change my life
With just one kiss
Because you are the only person
Who I can love this great
And the only person
Who loves me back
Just as much

Poem 6

*~I Just Love How....~*

I love how...
When everything seems wrong
Your the only thing that seems right
And when i'm sleeping
Your the only thing I can dream about all night
I love how when Im down and blue
I just have to talk to you
And my day gets better
Your kisses give me butterflies
And your touch makes me shake
This love cannot be faked
Your the light to my sun
The air to my breath
And the beat to my heart
The only one who can save me from the dark
So take my heart..
Handle it with care
For your the only one
I can count on
To always be there

Poem 7


In simple words, I miss you
In earthly language, you are my life
In total simplicity, the kindness is of your skin
The strength inside moves me to begin again
And in your body I find peace

If life permits me to be by your side
I have no doubt, my dreams will grow
If I were to lose my life in a second,
Let me be full of you
To live life after loving you.

Have no fears or doubts
This love is much to good
You will be my man
I belong to you entirely
Look at my chest, It is open
For you to live in it.

For your peace of mind, you have me in your hands
For you are my only weakness
to the end, I only know that I will wait for you
That you are my life, and give me your light, and goodness
The world where your words are your will

The magic of this feeling, that is so strong and complete
And your eyes are my peace

Poem 8

*~I'd Do Anything For You~*

I’d buy you the world if I had the money,
If I had what you wanted, I’d give you it honey,
I’d trade all my possessions for just one kiss,
I’d end my life for a hug from you, so I could end it with bliss.
I’d write you a million poems if that’s what you desire.
I’d never hurt you because you’re the one I admire.
I love you for everything you say and do,
And I’m serious Joey, I’d give my life up for you.

Poem 9

*~You're Too Cute~*

I could stare at a picture of you
and write down a million things,
and it still wouldn’t capture your beauty,
or the joy your smile brings.
I could write poetry about you,
every night and day,
and still not get down
what I want to say.
I could sing you a love song
about everything I have observed.
But the reality is
you’re just too gorgeous for words.

Poem 10

*~Before You Came~*

Before You all I felt was this great sadness.
The pain left by a selfish heart.
All I wanted to do was find love.
Before You the clousds seemed untouchable.
Dreams couldn't be lived true.
Feeling the warmth of love was not for me to possess.
Before You I envyed all other lovers.
I wished for blindness so I wouldn't see true love that was not mine.
The winds of chance never blew my direction.
Before You my life was empty.
It lacked meaning and the will for a new day.
Before You does NOT matter now because we're together

Poem 11

*~To Hear Those Words~*

I cry my silent tears of joy
As you say those sweet, sweet words
They’ve shown your strength, they’ve shown your love
You’re a man, no longer a boy
Meaning them with all my heart
I say them back to you
For you are my one and true love
No one else could fill that void
Your soft lips, your carefree smile
No matter how many thousand
I’d walk every mile
Just to hear you say those words
And know that they’re sincere
Just to hear you say those words
Those words of ‘I love you’

Poem 12

*~You Are...~*

You're everything to me
My heart
My peace of mind
My everything

My future
My sense of time
My everything

You are you
Don't change

You are
My everything
I love you

Poem 13

*~Another One~*

Love has found another victim
And its me
I'm hopeless in love with you
I cant let you go
Your my world
Your my life
I need your touch
I need your voice
I need you
Love has found another victim
And its me

I Love You Joe Navyac, forever and always

Poem 14

*~I'll Keep Trying To Be Perfect For You~*
If I never graduate or get good grades,
I would still think I got it made,
And boy I love you so much it hurts,
You are my one and only comfort,
You are the king of my world,
You own everything I have because I am your girl,
You own my heart,
You torn my fears apart,
When you get mad I wish I was better,
I wish I could be tough, and not cry,
I wish I could show you how much I care,
I just wanna make things better when things get tough,
I know I'm not perfect but you love me anyways,
And that alone brightens my everyday,
I wish I could give you everything,
And shower you like the king,
You are to me,
So please believe,
I'm still trying hard to be perfect for you,
I'm trying everything to not be sad about things you want,
I hope you'll love me even if that never comes true...

Poem 15

*~Questions, From My Heart~*

There is no one I rather be with,
No one with eyes such a myth,
No one I would rather love,
No one so damn high above.

Spend the rest of my life,
Side by side, husband and wife,
Raise our kind of perfect family,
And in the end we'll live on happily.

I wouldn't be embarrassed one bit,
To stand up and shout it,
If waiting for someone to rescue,
Well my arms are right here for you.

I'd gladly die as your defender,
cause for you, I'll never surrender,
In this world of pretenders,
I will be your guiding light, constantly there.

Inside my heart there is something I want to say,
But my stubborn pride thinks you'll say "okay",
Although I want you to choose,
No one will win and no one will lose.

Do you want to stay with me?
In the future, what do you see us to be?
All those silly questions I want you to answer,
I just want the truth to come clear.

Who will you say I am when your friends ask?
Are you hiding behind a false mask?
Its not what I think but what is true,
So please answer with your heart because I love you.

I don't want a guy who stands in front of me,
Nor a guy who will stand behind me,
But a guy who will stand besides me,
Might not matter to you but it matters to me.

Then again, if you lead the way,
I will follow to whenever you say,
As long as besides me you stay,
And you'll love me through the night to day.

I don't have those words of a hero,
I might not have any words though,
But all you need to know tonight,
Is that always and forever I'll love u,
And always and forever you will love me, right?

Poem 16

*~Words Rolling Off My Tongue~*

The rythm of my heart
Is beating like a drum
With the words I love you
Rolling off my tongue.

Poem 17

*~Loving Me, In Away Nobody Else Can~*

Always here with me
Making me laugh and smile
Inspiring me in ways you'll never know
Restoring my heart after every trial

Redefining the meaning of true love
You genuinely accept me for who I am
Always loving me in that way
Nobody else can

Poem 18

*~With You I Feel Complete~*

When I see you my heart starts too pound really fast,
And my palms get all sweaty.
When I see you I start to get this tingly sensation,
And I feel like there are lots of butterflies in my tummy.
When I see you or with you I have a HUGE smile on my face,
Like you had just made my day.
When I get a hug from you,
Its like its the world too me.
When you hold my hand or say some thing too me,
It's like I'm someone important too you.
But most of all when I'm with you,

Poem 19

*~This Is How I Felt When We're Not Together~*

I miss you
I miss that hansomeface of yours
I miss those eyes that I can look into forever and know its all okay,
I miss that sexy hair of yours,
I miss that damn sexy ass,
I mostly miss those real conversations we use to have,
I miss you,
Not seeing you for a whole weeks when you're grounded makes me crazy,
Some how you can make me smile even whien it hurts so much inside,
I miss you.

Poem 20

*~You Are All This~*

You are my gorgeous knight in shining armour
You are the one who puts up with all my drama
You are able to understand the meaning of love
You are, I believe chosen for me from above
You are an angel, you help me to keep faith
You are my man, with you I feel safe
You are my shoulder to cry on when I breakdown
You are the one who can turn around a frown
You are my life, the reason I breathe
You are the one who encourages me to believe
You are my voice when I am unable to speak
You are my strength when at times I am weak
You are the one who will hold me when I'm scared
You are my prince who will help me conquer what i fear
You are the glue that keeps me together
I know you are the one I want to spend my life with forever

Poem 21

*~To Be With You~*

I’ve thought I was in love before
But all those people don’t matter anymore

Now all I’m seeing is you
Everywhere, in everything I do

I cry when I think of u not being there
I hurt so much if you don’t care

Please tell me it’s okay
Please just hold me, just for today

I’ve waited so long
When I’m with you nothing in the world can seem wrong

I want you so much, don’t say it’s not true
All I want is to be with you.

Poem 22

*~I Want You~*

If you love me, you love me
If you don't, I'll cry
If you stay, you stay
If you don't, I'll die

You don't know how much I love being your girl
You don't know how much you rock my world
You don't know how much I need you here with me
You don't know how much we're meant to be

If you need me, you need me
If you don't, I'll scream
If you want me, you want me
If not, I can dream

Poem 23

*~You're All This~*

You are my all.
I can’t tell you
all this feelings inside
Of me.
I love you so, you still
don’t know, what can I do?
You’ve got my all.
All my love, it’s all for you,
nobody else, only you.
You my love, I can’t believe that
you feel the same way I
I’m just lucky to have you here by my side.
I’m happy, and I hope that you
will never leave.

Poem 24

*~I Just Love It~*

I love the way you kiss me
And the way you hold me tight
I love the way you shuggle with me
When I’m cold at night

I love it when it’s raining
And I love it when it shines
I love the fact that no matter what
I’ll always have you as mine

I love the smell of your hair
And the way you grow it long
I love the way this feels so right
And not wrong

I love the way this forbidden love
Has carried on so far
I love the way you came along
When I wished upon a star

I love the way you’ll never go
And never leave my side
I love it when we walk along
And I truly can confide

I love that you’re my Romeo
And I’m your Juliet
Because you are eternally
The best person I’ve ever met

Poem 25

*~Wedding Ring~*

A ring is a symbol
A symbol of friendship
A meaning of love
With a bond that never ends
As the ring is placed on the finger
It's placed in the heart
They will always be together
From now until the end
Together and always
With love that will never end
JNL Forever and always

Poem 26

*~Together Forever~*

I love you
I love you so...
Even when I'm feeling low
Don't ask me how,
It's just like wow

I think about you all the time
With our memories combined
You are always on my mind
You are the only love I can find

I find happiness in only you
I want that for you, too
I want to be your only one
I don't want out relationship to be done

Who cares what other people say
I'd marry you today
I love you so much
And the feel of your touch
And your clutch...
Hold me forever
I want us to always be together

Poem 27

*~Only You~*

You are the love of my life...
You are the hope that I cling to...
You mean more than this world to me...
I wouldn't trade you for silver or gold...
I wouldn't trade you for riches untold...
You are,you are my everything....
These are only some of the things my Joey is to me....

Poem 28

*~My Dream With You~*

I want you to love me, the way that I love you.
If you need something, just ask, there's nothing I won't do.
I want to feel with you, even when were apart.
I want to know I have a place, in your precious heart.
I want to make love underneath the stars, and the pale moonlight.
I want you to be the last thing I see, before I go to bed at night.
I want to wake up every morning and see you laying there.
I want to show you every chance I get, just how much I care.
I want us to have our own house one day,
Like when your baby boy is on the way.
I want us to get married, I want to be your wife.
I want us to be together, for the rest of my life.
I want to help raise our child.
I want to teach him that good things take a while.
I want to be a person, you know real well,
I want to know everything, your willing to tell.
I want to come and see you, as much as I can.
I want to let you know that I'm proud that your my man.

If you pray about something for long enough,
Your prayer will be answered when times get rough.
My dreams came true, of me and you.
Times were hard and you helped me through.
I can't believe it baby, it still takes me by surprise,
When you say you love me and you look me in the eyes.
I can't let you go now, I'm addicted to your love,
God got it for me from heaven, sent by the wings of a dove.

Poem 29


Another giggle in the rain,
No long caring any shame.
Giving in to your love.
Everyday you lift me up above.
Like roses in the spring.
Loving you is my everything.
I am lost in your sky blue eyes.
Come save my mortal life.
Asking you now. Please marry me.
Will you marry me legally, Joe?

Poem 30

*~Only God Knows Why~*

Only god knows why,
You helped me see,
Inside myself,
To find the real me.

Only god knows why,
You hold my hand,
And make things so easy,
For me to understand.

Only god knows why,
You stay by my side,
And help me forget,
The tears that I've cried.

Only god knows why,
Were still together,
Side by side,
Always and forever.

The only thing I know,
Is without you there'd be no I,
I can't live without you,
And only god knows why.

Current mood: loved
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Sunday, August 29, 2004

5:29PM - Bad, Bad News


My Trip:
I just got from Texas and New Orleans. I was very dark and now I'm peeling. Oh well. I'll just keep going tanning to get my tan back. We basically shopped the whole time. "Woman Like To Shop" lol, Nutty Profester. I missed Joe, soooooooooooo much, though. I have so many shells. I'm going to make something out of it. I got to drive on the beach, again.

Wednesday Day 1:
We flew into Tampa, Florida. And drove to Galveston, Texas from there. We ate in Alabama, stayed a night in Mississippi. Because the first day, we drove ALL day.

Day 2:
We woke up early and drove to Texas and stayed in Galveston. Since it was only Thurday and we can't check into our Condo until Friday we stayed in this really nice hotel. The pool was HUGE. And it had a sit up bar. I bought a phone card from Kroger from next door and talked on the pay phone to Joe for a while...not good. Then I got grounded because I talked on the phone at Kroger, instead of walking back to the hotel and talking. But they ended up ungrounding me. We went to the Rain Forest Cafe. We went on some water ride there. And ate at some Gyro place and the Waiter kept talking and talking and every story lead into another. He was talking to my parents. Luckly it wasn't me.

Day 3: We went swimming (I didn't, I took a walk) and left around 3pm or so and went to the town and shopped for a few. Then went to Walmart to get food and stuff for the condo. Then we unloaded at the condo and there was a huge spider in our cabinet. Then I went downstairs and called Joe. Then watched "Working MoM" and then I went to bed.

Day 4: I woke up. Surfed for a few. The whole day we hung around our condo.

Day 5: We went into town and went to the strand. My sister and I shopped. We bought these things for a joke (It's where you put these things in someones drink and they was like a sponge or something) Then we went back to the condo and I called Joe. And I went to bed.

Day 6: We hung around the condo, again ALL DAY! I wasn't in the mood to eat so I really didn't.

Day 7: We went into town and went on the Duck tour which was boring and went out to eat and shopped the whole day. Courtney and I went to go see "The Little Black Book" again. Then we went to eat at a burger bar where you pull up and order like they did back when. I got back and called Joe and went to bed.

Day 8: We hung around the condo all day. I can't really remember what we did this day exactly. I think I woke up early and I called Joe and we talked all morning and I collected sea shells.

Day 9: We packed most of the day and stayed around the condo all day. My parents met friends by the pool and my sister and I ended up baby sitting they're 3 year old grandson.

Day 10: We woke up really early and drove to New Orleans. A bunch of creeps trying to get girls to sign up up for strip clubs and asking you if they could see your boobs for beads. Why would I show my boobs for beads if 1. I love Joe and I wouldn't go behind his back and do that. 2. It I could by them in the stores there for 50 cents. lol. Some weird man gave me these beads and they had dicks on them. WTF?? We just shopped the whole day. And slept in a creepy hotel. Whoo hoo! Not!

The sad truth-Day 11: We woke up late. Got stuck in traffic. We thought we were going to miss the plane. We hardly ate anything. We almost missed our plane. We flew through a lighting storm. Courtney had he luggage lost. It was one crazy day. And long. We were in the car for 13 hours. It was hell. Then my grandma picked us up and drove us home and we find out the girl that was suppose to come over and feed our cats didn't. I have a kitten and a cat that is 17 years old. The kitten did fine except we couldn't find her for awhile. And 17 years old cat was really sick. She lost so much weight. Her stomach clasped. We gave them water right away. I still don't know if my older cat is going to pull though. She won't eat. She walks very slow and her stoamch is in pain from not eating so she doesn't like to be picked up. She's doing a little better now but I don't know. That's a horrible way to day. Right when we came in I called the girl because my cat looked sick and she said she never came over. She said that she thought she was suppose to come over this saturday to feed them. First of all, she works with me and wouldn't she see the note on the thing saying I'm off. I mean, wouldn't she be like "oh yeah, I'm suppose to feed her cats" I'm just upset it happened. Not really at her. I don't know. If she thought she was suppose to come over on Saturday then why didn't she? Maybe her sister never told her I dropped the key off.


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Monday, August 16, 2004

3:07PM - Why Won't He Be The Joe, I Know He Is, The Joe I See Inside.......

10 Things in golf that sound dirty

1. Look at the size of his putter.
2. Oh dang my shafts all bent.
3. You really wacked the hell outa that sucker.
4. After 18 holes I can barely walk.
5. My hands are so sweaty I can hardly grip.
6. Lift you head and spread your legs.
7. You have a nice stroke, but your follow through leaves much to be desired.
8. Just turn your back and drop it.
9. Hold up. I've got to wash my balls.
10. Damn, I missed the hole again.
This was in vinces journal, lol.
Nowhere Man (fyrdal33tmaster) wrote,
@ 2004-08-14 10:34:00

I lied a few entries ago. I don't love lyndsi fillmore. she's too much of a fuckign priss. I love easy girls and gay men. I love sex with lots of people that goes on for ours and hours. Give me an orgy over love any day. FUCK YOU LYNDSI! LEAVE ME ALONE! I'd rather fuck Myra because she's into all that kinky shit like I am. Fuck prissy girls. You all need to get raped in the ass.

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(I think that's Khristen)
2004-08-14 11:48 (link)
Someone didn't eat there banana cream pie!
(Reply to this)

(This was me)
LMAO! I bet you won't unscreen this.
2004-08-16 11:58 (link)
Yeah, ok Vince. Live you life with sluts and jackoffs and people that look like apes. I don't care. You're a sad man, orgy over love? Sick! I'm with Joe. I'm soooooooooooooo in love with him. He's all I need. I'll be with him forever. I don't need some sap that doesn't have a life and that says he's a vampire and god and then satan. I need someone that isn't a joke, like Joe. I've been with him for almost 9 month. Not every moment has been the greatest but we love and care about each other. You can't expect me to dump him and go out with you just because you said you love me because that's NEVER happening. You're weird and you don't even have a normal dick. You don't even have a dick head on it. It just kinda makes a little hill at the top. If you want to go fuck people and get drunk be my guest. You never gave me pleasure during sex. I was more disguested and I prayed for it to be over. You don't even know how to do it right. I mean, you're horny for anything that walks. It's going to be funny when your parents aren't there for you and you don't even have a place to live or any friends because you base your life on sex. It's sick. You're a very sick man, and weird. Oh yeah. Go for Myra. She must be an easy lay because you said you only liked easy girls and gay men. That's sad that you can't get too many girls so you have to be a fudge packer. Prissy girls need to be raped in the ass? I don't really see how I was prissy. I'm sorry, well actually I'm not but, sorry I'm in love with Joe and not you. I'm not going to dump him, not now, not ever so don't wait for me. Go find a skank that will rub you every night because that's not going to be me. I wrote alot for you because since you have no life I figured this will give you something to do. If you're going to respond to this, do it today or tomorrow because I'm leave for 2 weeks so if you say shit about me and I don't answer, it's not that I don't have anything good to say. I'm just not here and I don't really talk to losers.

Bye You Fuck

Lyndsi Navyac
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Thursday, August 12, 2004

10:53PM - <3 I Will Stand By You Forever <3


*I don't want to go to Texas :'( We leave on Wednesday! I hate flying and I'll miss Joe*

I woke up this morning and cleaned for a few. Then I took a shower. Then Joe came over, you can guess it from there. :) Things really did get alot better between us. We're not fighting. We're both happy.

Then we went to the mall and stuff. Then we had to meet my dad at Westland Showcase so we walked over there and we ended up doing the photo booth there. And we had late night phone talk.

Today I'm going back to the eye doctor so they can see how I'm doing with my contacts. Then I'm baby sitting Megan and Mackenzie (I love those kids) and a few other kids possibly. I hope it's not going to be too late because I work tomorrow and I have a family reunion (Ugh!) That sucks. Courtney, Alex, Abby, and I were freaking bored last year. At least Shelly and Steve are going so I can see my new baby cousin, Grant. Then Sunday is Alex's birthday party. I'm guessing I work Monday. And Tuesday I get to see Joe before I leave for Texas.

Oh Yeah and I bought a tanning packet! Whoo hoo. I think I get 10 visits. I need it. I never tan. I just burn so this will be good for me.

That's it for now. I LOVE YOU, JOEY! *Kisses*

A to Z

A - Age: 16
B - Band listening to right now: Aerosmith :)
C - Career in future: Doctor
D - Dessert of choice: Ice cream
E - Easiest person to talk to: Joe (easy to talk to, not so easy reactions)
F - Favorite song at the moment: I don't wanna miss a thing (Mine and Joe's song)
G - Gummy bears or gummy worms: Gummy Bears (Worms fill me up too fast)
H - Hometown: Garden City, MI
I - Instruments: Clarinet and trombone
J - Just because: An excuse for not having a reason?
K - Kids: I want to have kids in the future with Joe. :)
L - Longest car ride ever: I'm not sure exactly but I'm thinking when we just drove up to New York.
M - Mom's name: Sandra
N - Number of siblings: 1
O - Over the limit.......Huh?
P - Phobias: Being buried alive, Joe and I breaking up, spiders, planes, death...I have a lot of phobias.
Q - Favorite Quote: An eye for an eye, a tooth for a tooth, a wang for a wang. (Lmao!)
R - Reasons to smile: Being with Joe.
S - Song you sang last: I sang to Joe our song (I don't wanna miss a thing)
T - Time you woke up: 8am for Joe.
U - Unknown fact about me: I weigh 106 pounds. (I'm losing weight for no reason)
V - Vegetable you hate: Olives.
W - Worst habit: Being sensitive.
X - X-rays you've had: 8th grade broken arm, 9th grade sprained arm.
Y - Yummy food: Chinese!!
Z - Zodiac sign: Leo

Ummmmmm no. I wanna be stuck with Joe.

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I have never:

(x) been drunk
(x) smoked pot
(x) kissed a member of the opposite sex
( ) kissed a member of the same sex
(x) crashed a friend's car
(x) been to japan
( ) ridden in a taxi
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( ) had sex in public
( ) been dumped
(x) shoplifted
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(x) been in a fist fight
(x) had a threesome
(x) snuck out of my parents' house
( ) been tied up (sexually) LoL, Joe :)
(x) been caught masturbating
(x) pissed on myself
(x) had sex with a member of the same sex
(x) been arrested
(x) made out with a stranger
(x) stole something from my job
(x) celebrated new years in time square
(x) gone on a blind date
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(x) had a crush on a teacher
(x) celebrated mardi-gras in new orleans
(X) been to europe
(x) skipped school (I faked Sick if that counts)
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(x) cut myself on purpose
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by mintyduck
Who will play you:Jenna Jameson
Who will play your love interest:Mary-Kate Olsen
Weeks you will stay in the box office:2
Song that will play during your love scene:Cutting Crew - I Just Died In Your Arms Tonight
Song that will play during your death:Prince - 1999
Your name:
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This is true, except I care about Joe and my family.
kiss my ass2
congratulations. you are the kiss my ass happy
bunny. You don't care about anyone or anything.
You must be so proud

which happy bunny are you?
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Your Ultimate Purity Score Is...
CategoryYour Score Average
Explored the pleasures of the flesh
It takes a couple of drinks
Sex Drive 71.1%
A fool for love
Knows the other body type like a map
Gayness 7.1%
Makes Dr. Frank-n-Furter look tame
Fucking Sick93.8%
Refreshingly normal
You are 71.36% pure
Average Score: 72.7%

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Persons who like Pink show a reluctance to mature in sexual matters. Women tend to tease; to promise more than they intend to deliver. In some cases, they flaunt their femininity - but because they secretly hate men. A great percentage of prostitutes boast entire lingerie wardrobes in Pink. Men who like Pink are philanderers and flirts. They are the type who will take three dates for the same evening and not keep one; preferring to pick up a dish in some bar, instead.

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You are a lover of love. You love to love and be loved. You are perhaps a hopeless romantic but those are rare nowadays. Think of it as a gift. Whether you are saving yourself for that special someone or you have already found him or her. You are part of an almost extinct species of human. The kind that believe in true love... Because love is truly beautiful!
Take the quiz: "What kind of sex should you have?"

You are the all around romatic lover. You like the candels and romatic candel light dinners.You probably sweet and sensitive. Keep going your great!!!!!!
Take the quiz: "Do I think your hot? (girls only)"

hahaha I think im in love
Take the quiz: "How sexy are you?"

OH BABY!!!!! Your on Fire..... MORE PLZ
You are the essense of sexy but you need to tune it down a little otherwise people wont take you seriously!!!!
Take the quiz: "What sex object are you"

Kinky, you like to try new things
Yeah, okay. A 3 question quiz. Real cool, NOT!
Take the quiz: "Which body part ae you?"

You love having baby and sex

Take the quiz: "What Kind of Sex Do You Like?"

You really like it when they push you hard. You love their dicks inside you like that. You also LOVE it when they bite your neck and chest!
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The Big O! You're a pro at giving it, you love getting it, its what you live for in bed. Foreplay is nice, but you both know the reason you're there, so get to it, again and again and again...
Take the quiz: "What's Your "

The Neck Is A Highly Sensitive Part of the Body. But, seriously you're not supposed to get off when someone blows on it!!!
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You are meant for each other!
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You are Ranpha from Galaxy Angel! And OH MAN ARE YOU BEAUTIFUL!!!! You have guys practicly eating outta your hands! Good job!
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The Perfect guy!
Your guy is do all the right things for him, and you guyz will get very far in life
Take the quiz: "what type of boy do you like?"

boy nextdoor
your kind is the boy nextdoor he is mr. perfect and is very sweet and romantic
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Yes,yes yes...He is the PERFECT guy for YOU!
He really does love you and respects you sooo much for the person that you are!!! DONT LET HIM GET AWAY!!!!!!!!!!!!
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You are truly in love!!!
Wow! You two are completely in love! You will probably spend the rest of your life together and live happily! Your relationship will neber get dull and boring, because it is absolutley perfect for you! Good luck!
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Wow! It was meant to be! Just hold on to it!
Congratulations! You have true love! Just don't let any one or anything stand in the way of it!
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you guys are PERFECT
OMG you make the greatest couple!!! he/she never lies and gives you LOTS of kisses!!!!
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hes insane about u!
this guy is absolutely insane about u. it may be fun adored by an emo for a while, but in time he'll be acting like street ulrich in the craft and make u feel like a witch without a getaway broomstick. discourage this kind of attention.
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u found ur soul mate! dont ever let him/her get away!
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You are Straight. Your straight as they come.. you want the opposite sex. You are Adam yearning for Eve

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You are everything a guy wants... you are so loveable guys cant stand it when you arent with them. You are sweet and caring and really.. a guys dream.
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You are Tinkerbell. You love magic and you care for others dearly.
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Shadow Dragon
u r a shadow dragon!!! u probably like darkness and u feel despair. you shows your motions in stragfe ways and are a very confused person!!!
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You are an angel not a fairie !
You are a kind genorous soul who isn't close to a fairie your to sweet.You enjoy making people happy because it probably makes you happy>
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Fun and full of life you like to party. You have your own fashion sense and don't cares whats in you just go for what you like. You can travel through time and you like to spend time with your friends. Everything you wear is a fashion statement, even your shoes.
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Lestat de Lioncourt
You are a Rock star that awoke Akasha with your songs. Now you are her lover...
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Water Faerie
You are The Water Faerie! Beautiful, Helpful and never greedy
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Cotton Candy Man
you like pink and fluffy things
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You rock!
You are a true hero! Now popular and loved- you TAOTLLY get the finer things in life! Good job, you lucky thing you!
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You are Clotho! Clotho was the youngest of the three fates and loved her sisters dearly. Clotho spun the thread of life, and valued others lives higher than her sisters did. This indicates you are sweet, quiet and really short :)
Take the quiz: "What Brian Froud Faerie best fits you?"

(2) Ecstasy, Joy, Rapture, MotivationEkstasis is the song, energy and power that fills (1) Unity. You feel separate and unconnected from everyone else.
Take the quiz: "What Sweet Puppt Are You?"

you are an energetic golden retriever. You love kids and you love to chase things!
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You are sweet and loving. Sometimes you can be a scardy cat, but everyone loves you anyway!


Current mood: drained
How Many People Will Be There To Watch Joe And I Say Our Wedding Vows

Wednesday, August 11, 2004

11:13PM - Last Time I.....

:) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :)

I'm waiting for midnight because that's when Joe and I have our late night phone talk.

*Anger Management is on tv* LoL
last car ride: When I got picked up from the mall with Joe.
last good cry: When Joe says he loves me (Crying out of happiness)
last library book checked out: Probably not since freshman year. Opps, I still have that here. No wonder why I owe like fifty dollars.
last movie seen: Anger Management (It's on tv now)
last book read: "To Kill a Mocking Bird"
last cuss word said: Shit.
last beverage drank: Currently drinking Mountain Dew
last food consumed: chinese "Sweet and Sour Chicken"
last crush: Joe Navyac :)
last phone call: With Joe.
last tv show watched: Brace Face
last time showered: This Morning
last shoes worn: My work shoes
last cd played: Aerosmith. :)
last item bought: Food at Olga's.
last downloaded: No idea. I think Roller Coaster Tycoon.
last annoyance: The feeling of nausea I have currently
last disappointment: Finding out when I get back from Texas, Joe will be back to school.
last soda drank: Currently drinking Mountain Dew.
last thing written: (not typed?) Signing my name on "Thank You" cards.
last word spoken: "I Love You Joe"
last cigarette: None.
last sleep: Last night at 4am.
last im: Krotcher.
last ice cream eaten: Watermelon. YUM! My favorite!
last time amused: Laughing at Anger Management. "Jack Nicolsons (If I spelled that right) expression"
last time wanting to die: It's been a while
last time hugged: Joe gave me hugs yesterday.
last time scolded: Joe did last night.
last time resentful: This week
last shirt worn: My Tinkerbell shirt. (Hehe, It's pink)
last webpage visited:
Here's that damn quiz again...un-bold the whole thing, then bold* all the things you've done, then add three new things at the bottom that you've done, and two things after that that you would like to do. *I can't bold so I will star*

01. Buy everyone in the pub a drink
02. Swim with wild dolphins
03. Climb a mountain
04. Take a Ferrari for a test drive
05. See the Pyramids at night
06. Hold a tarantula
07. Take a candlelit bath with someone
08. Say 'I love you' and mean it*
09. Hug a tree
10. Do a striptease*
11. Do a bungee or parachute jump
12. Visit Paris The Casino in Vegas, Not the city.
13. Watch a lightning storm at sea*
14. Clean behind the fridge*
15. Stay up all night long, and watch the sun rise*
16. Ask the/a question you've always been too embarrassed to ask.*
17. See the Northern Lights (I REALLY WANT TO!)
18. Go to a huge sports game - football, rugby, baseball, American football, etc*
19. Create your own masterpiece*
20. Grow and eat your own vegetables*
21. Touch an iceberg
22. Have an office relationship
23. Sleep under the stars (I WANT TO)
24. Compromise*
25. Change a baby's nappy/diaper*
26. Take a trip in a hot air balloon
27. Watch a meteor shower
28. Get drunk on champagne
29. Take a luxury holiday
30. Give more than you can afford to charity*
31. Look up at the night sky through a telescope*
32. Have an uncontrollable giggling fit at the worst possible moment*
33. Have a food fight*
34. Bet on a winning horse*
35. Take a sick day when you're not ill*
36. Get a pet*
37. Ask a stranger out*
38. Have a snowball fight*
39. Photocopy your bottom on the office photocopier
40. Scream as loudly as you possibly can*
41. Hold a lamb*
42. Enact a favorite fantasy*
43. Take a midnight skinny dip*
44. Hear the words 'I love you'*
45. Fly on Concorde
46. Take an ice cold bath*
47. Have a meaningful conversation with a beggar.
48. See a total eclipse*
49. Ride a roller coaster*
50. Hit a home run
51. Fit three weeks miraculously into three days*
52. Dance like a fool and not care who's looking*
53. Adopt an accent for an entire day
54. Visit the birthplace of your ancestors*
55. Gave a grand romance with costumes and everything
56. Made up a screenname to stalk someone.* (For a joke)
57. Gone shopping for no reason.*
58. Actually feel happy about your life, even for just a moment.*
59. Just be held*
60. Have an adventure where nothing goes as planned.*
61. Kissed someone you truly wanted to kiss*
62. Went clubbing and thought to yourself "I could out-dance them if i wanted to"
63. Called your relatives by their relationship in another language*
64. Have two hard drives for your computer
65. Cuddled*
66. Visited all 50 states
67. Love your job*
68. Taken care of someone who was shit faced*
69. Had enough money to be truly satisfied*
70. Have amazing friends*
71. Danced with a stranger in a foreign country
72. Swim during a formal (I want to)
73. Stolen a sign*
74. Backpacked in Europe
75. Taken a road-trip*
76. Rock climbing* (LOL, Me and Joe)
77. Nose piercing
78. Midnight walk on the beach* In Texas & Florida (I really really want to with Joe, though)
79. Sky diving
80. Visit Ireland
81. Saw what you wanted and did all it took to seize it.*
82. Fell in love then fell harder and faster from heartbreak.*
83. In a restaurant, sat at a stranger's table and had lunch/dinner with them
84. Visit and/or tour Japan.
85. Benchpress your own weight.
86. Stolen from your parents
87. Alphabatized your records
89. Pretended to be a superhero*
90. Sang karaoke*
91. Made someone cry for no good reason*
92. Lounged around in bed all day.*
93. Posed nude in front of a room full of strangers.* (Cough Cough)
94. Dressed sexy for no reason.*
95. Got it on to "Let's Get It On" by Marvin Gaye
96. Kissed in the rain*
97. Played in the mud*
98. Played in the rain*
99. Gone to a drive-in theater*
100. Done something you should regret, but don't regret it...*
101. Visited the Great Wall of China
102. Fell in love with a job that has nothing to do with the degree you're pursuing.
103. Discovered that someone who's not supposed to have known about your blog has discovered your blog.
104. Dropped Windows in favor of something better.
105. Started a business.
106. Fallen in love and not had your heart broken.*
107. Toured ancient sites around the Mediterranean
108. Taken karate.
109. Swordfought for the honor of a woman.
110. Played D&D for more than 6 hours straight. (Geeks do that)
111. Gotten married* lol
112. Been in a movie.* Home Video's, lol.
113. LARPed
114. Loved someone you shouldn't have.*
115. Kissed someone so passionately it made them dizzy.*
116. Gotten divorced
117. Had sex at the office
118. Surprised yourself with a talent you didn't know you had*
119. Been to Macchu Picchu
120. Gone without food for 5 days*
121. Restored a classic Mustang
122. Watched the entire Space 1999 Mega-set box set straight through
123. Danced on stage with a band
124. Have a dream about the woman of my dreams and then wake up next to her
125. Take a tour of the castles of Europe
126. Posed Nude for an International Magazine
127. Been offered a part in a porn movie because of your assets.
128. Been an extra in a movie
129. Had your Tarot Cards read in New Orleans
130. Moved to a distant city, leaving your life behind, to start fresh.
131. Flown an airplane.
132. Had lunch on the Space Needle in Seattle, WA
133. Actually said "Don't bother firing me because I quit!"
134. Owned/ridden a horse.*
135. Faked a tarot reading.
136. Slept on a beach in the Caribbean. (I was on a cruise boat in the caribbean)
137. Been stung by a nettle.
138. Gone scuba diving.
139. Been in a parade.*
140. Danced naked around a fire.
141. Walked on a suspension bridge in a rain forest in Australia
142. Had Breakfast at Tiffany's*
143. Flown low over New Zealand
144. Traveled to the 4 Corners Area of the United States
145. Taken an Alaskan cruise
146. Driven a convertible across a long bridge at night with your hair flying behind you*
147. Been in a commercial.
148. Had an orgasm in a moving car.* (But it was a bus)
149. Earned a college degree.
150. Really, truly, completely relax.*
151. Read an “ancient” manuscript.
152. Had someone set you up with their spouse.
153. Seen a majestic animal from an unusual perspective (like a flying eagle from above).*
154. Experience requited love.*
155. Plan a future with someone you love.*
156. Shot a gun*
157. Had an abortion*
158. Cooked or eaten wild game*
159. Went shopping in Marrakesh
160. Went to Greece
:) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :)

Current mood: hungry
How Many People Will Be There To Watch Joe And I Say Our Wedding Vows

Tuesday, August 10, 2004

9:29PM - To All Skee Skee Skee Skee Skee, All Skee Skee....


One Word: WoW! <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3

On Monday Joe and I spent the day together. I got back from work and we hung out. It was FUN! I really thought Joe and I were losing interest in each other. He had different feelings than what I felt. I thought he didn't understand me and he'd get mad when I got upset. I really thought some how we'd be done soon. But these last few days has been great.

Joe came over for a few. We did our stuff we wanted to do. Then we walked to the mall and had Olga's. We were going to see Spider Man 2. But the movie started at 6:30pm and we were still eating at 6:15pm and it did not matter to me if we went or not. I just did not want to bust my butt getting there. And he did not really want to go either. We rather have time to be with each other and talk about things instead of watching the movie (Of course we wouldn't anyways. We'd make out the whole time) So we hung out at the mall and he bought me this really pretty ring that fits on my ring finger (My ring size is really weird so we can never find one that fits) I now have 4 promise rings.
1. The one promise ring on my ring finger is my engagement ring. To be with me forever and to marry me.

2. The one promise ring on my pointing finger (On the left hand) is to promise to always be here for me whenever I need him and to always protect me.

3. The one promise ring on my pointing finger (On the right hand) is to promise to never cheat on me or be dishonest.

4. The one promise ring on my ring finger (On the right hand) is to promise to have a family with me.
And he got me this pretty blue diamond bracelet. And two ankle bracelets and two toe rings. Oh, and on the way there we out our names in wet cement. "JNL Forever 11/30/03" JNL = Joe and Lyndsi for the slower ones. J/k.

He's a sweetie. I know now that everything will be ok between us. He's talking to me and not making me sad. He's not getting mad at me. He's perfect.

Joe, Courtney, and I went to the mall, again. I tried some pretty dresses on. I saw a lot of people up there. But wow, Joe and I have been doing great. 8 month's going on 9. Whoo hoo!

I Love You, Joe Navyac.

Oh and by the way.
*Robert Kotcher is DEAD! I just found out by people all this shit talk he said about me. I mean, Robert, you don't exactly know me from being with me for 3 freaking months. God! You don't have no life, do you? I'm so cool. I'm 19 years old and I have my mom stand up for me because I can't handle my own problems. Jesus!*

Kotcher (Isn't this the most perfect picture of a nerd???)

Oh and so is:
*Mike whatever. (The guy that can't get a girl because he's a queer boy) You don't just take something that belongs to somebody and stab it. I'll stab you in your balls (Not that I would touch them, only Joe's.) You've got as many as problems as Robert Kotcher.


1) what time is it? 9:56pm
2) name as it appears on your birth certificate: Lyndsi Dolores Fillmore
3) nickname(s): Lyndz, Lizz, Linnie (Unless the names are from Joe...)
4) parents names: Rick and Sandy
5) number of candles that appeared on your last b-day cake: Sweet sixteen
6) date that you regularly blow them out? July 27th
7) pets: 1 Cat, a kitten, and a dog.
8) hair color: blonde
9) eye color: Greenish, bluish
10) piercings: ears
11) tattoos: Nope.
12) how much do you love your job? I like it. Crappy pay, though (But they do take us on a bahmah cruise at the end of the year)
13) favorite color? Pink & Red
14) hometown: Garden City
15) current residence: I live with my parents. (Is that what it means?)
16) favorite food: Chinese, DAH!
17) been to Africa? No. LoL.
18) been toilet papering? No.
19) loved somebody so much it made you cry? Yup, Joey.
20) been in a car accident? Not a huge accident.
21) croutons or bacon bits? Croutons.
22) sprite or 7up? Sprite.
23) favorite movie? Silence of The Lambs. "Oh Wait...Isn't that, that big fat girl?" lol
24) favorite holiday? November 30th :)
25) favorite day of the week? Friday.
26) favorite word or phrase? I Love You Joe Navyac!
27) favorite toothpaste? My moms a dentist so Bubble Gum or Cinnamon
28) favorite perfume? Tommy, I think. It smells good on Joe.
29) favorite flowers? Roses.
30) favorite drink? Virgin Pina Colada
31) favorite sport to watch? Hockey.
32) preferred type of ice cream: Watermelon (At Basken Robins, YUM!)
33) favorite sesame street character? Cookie Monster!
34) disney or warner bros? Disney!
35) favorite fast food restaurant? Arby's.
36) when was your last hospital visit? When I sprained my arm freshman year.
37) what color is your bedroom carpet? Blue.
38) how many times did you fail your drivers test? None.
39) who was the last person you got an email from before this: Spam.
40) have you ever been convicted of a crime? Not that I know of.
41) which single store would you choose to max out your credit card? Target. I LOVE TARGET!
42) what do you do most often when you are bored? Write in this thing.
43) name the person that you are friends with that is the farthest away? Joe.
44) most annoying thing people ask me: "Do you want to cyber?" ummm, no. I have a b/f. Not unless it was with Joe.
45) bedtime? Between 10 and midnight
46) who will respond the quickest to this email? Nobody.
47) who is the person you sent this to that is least likely to respond? No one.
48) favorite all time TV show? 8 Simple Rules. :'( Then John died.
49) last person you went out to dinner with? My mom and sister. (Sorry Joey. We went to a Mexican Restraunt)
50) last movie you saw? The Music Man.
51) theater? My comfort of my own home.
52) time when you finished? 10:21pm

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Think You Have Too Many Issues fyrdal33tmaster
Doesnt Know You Exist fyrdal33tmaster
Will Steal All Your Fav. Possesion fyrdal33tmaster
Is Stalking You At This Very Moment fyrdal33tmaster
Going To Kill You Next Week blue_mirage
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I scored 5/5 on my friends quiz.
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TheLyndzz's Word Usage
1. i (117) 26. do (19) 51. get (12) 76. friend (8)
2. to (91) 27. 3 (19) 52. really (11) 77. stalker (8)
3. you (89) 28. have (19) 53. lol (11) 78. had (8)
4. and (85) 29. want (18) 54. got (11) 79. being (7)
5. the (63) 30. by (18) 55. one (11) 80. think (7)
6. a (54) 31. this (17) 56. been (11) 81. name (7)
7. me (44) 32. what (17) 57. there (10) 82. i'm (7)
8. my (41) 33. so (16) 58. about (10) 83. last (7)
9. that (38) 34. just (16) 59. ring (10) 84. going (7)
10. in (34) 35. from (15) 60. how (10) 85. he's (7)
11. with (33) 36. favorite (15) 61. quiz (10) 86. who (7)
12. of (32) 37. then (15) 62. promise (9) 87. did (7)
13. is (32) 38. but (15) 63. things (9) 88. people (7)
14. are (29) 39. because (15) 64. all (9) 89. life (6)
15. it (27) 40. him (14) 65. time (9) 90. it's (6)
16. love (27) 41. like (14) 66. lj (9) 91. i'll (6)
17. your (26) 42. them (14) 67. which (9) 92. fun (6)
18. or (24) 43. out (14) 68. no (9) 93. ya (6)
19. was (23) 44. he (14) 69. when (9) 94. robert (6)
20. on (23) 45. not (14) 70. much (8) 95. (6)
21. be (22) 46. they (13) 71. if (8) 96. some (6)
22. we (21) 47. up (13) 72. went (8) 97. talk (6)
23. joe (21) 48. don't (13) 73. go (8) 98. weird (6)
24. for (20) 49. take (12) 74. username (8) 99. see (6)
25. at (20) 50. will (12) 75. color (8) 100. know (6)
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1. Copy this whole list into your journal.
2. Put a smiley by the things that are true about you.
3. Whatever you don't put a smiley by is false.

01. When I was younger, I made some bad decisions :)
02. I don't watch much TV these days :)
03. I love olives
04. I love sleeping :)
05. I own lots of books :)
06. I wear glasses or contact lenses :)
07. I love to play video games
08. I've tried marijuana
09. I've watched porn movies
10. I have been in a threesome
11. I have been the psycho-ex in a past relationship
12. I believe honesty is usually the best policy :)
13. I have acne free skin (usually)
14. I like and respect Al Sharpton
15. I curse frequently :)
16. I have changed a lot mentally over the last year :)
17. I have a hobby :)
18. I've been told I: (women) have an applebottom, (men) am packing.
19. I carry my knife/razor everywhere with me
20. I'm really, really smart :)
21. I've never broken someone's bones
22. I have a secret that I am ashamed to reveal
23. I hate the rain
24. I'm paranoid at times :)
25. I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free
26. I need money right now :)
27. I love Sushi
28. I talk really, really fast {at times} :)
29. I have fresh breath in the morning :)
30. I have semi-long hair :)
31. I have lost money in Las Vegas (never been)
32. I have at least one brother and/or one sister :)
33. I was born in a country outside of the U.S.
34. I shave my legs (females) or face (males) on a regular basis :)
35. I have a twin
36. I have worn fake hair/fingernails/eyes in the past :) nails
37. I couldn't survive without Caller I.D.
38. I like the way that I look (usually) :)
39. I have lied to a good friend in the last 6 months (I don't classify that person as a good friend)
40. I know how to cornrow
41. I am usually pessimistic
42. I have a lot of mood swings :)
43. I think prostitution should be legalized
44. I think Britney Spears is hot
45. I have cheated on a Sig. O. in the past :) unfortunatly
46. I have a hidden talent :)
47. I'm always hyper no matter how much sugar I have :)
48. I think that I'm popular
49. I am currently single
50. I have kissed someone of the same sex
51. I enjoy talking on the phone :)
52. I practically live in sweatpants
53. I love to shop :)
54. I would rather shop than eat :)
55. I would classify myself as ghetto
56. I'm bourgie and have worn a sweater tied around my shoulders
57. I'm obsessed with my LJ
58. I don't hate anyone. I dislike them. :)
59. I'm a DAMN good dancer :)
60. I don't think Mike Tyson raped Desiree Washington
61. I'm completely embarrassed to be seen with my mother
62. I have a cell phone :)
63. I believe in God :)
64. I watch MTV on a daily basis
65. I have passed out drunk in the past 6 months
66. I love drama
67. I have never been in a real relationship before
68. I've rejected someone before :)
69. I currently have a crush on someone
70. I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life
71. I want to have children in the future :)
72. I have changed a diaper before :)
73. I've called the cops on a friend before
74. I bite my nails :)
75. I am a member of the Tom Green fan club
76. I'm not allergic to anything
77. I have a lot to learn :)
78. I have dated someone at least 10 years older or younger
79. I plan on seeing Ice Cube's newest "Friday" movie
80. I am very shy around the opposite sex
81. I'm online 24/7, even as an away message
82. I have at least 5 away messages saved :)
83. I have tried alcohol or drugs at a party
84. I have made a move on a friend's Sig. O. in the past
85. I own the "South Park" movie
86. I have avoided assignments at work to be on LJ
87. When I was a kid I played "the birds and the bees" with a neighbor or chum
88. I enjoy country music (some of it):)
89. I would die for my best friends :)
90. I think that Pizza Hut has the best pizza
91. I watch soap operas whenever I can
92. I'm obsessive, anal retentive, and often a perfectionist :)
93. I have used my sexuality to advance my career
94. I love Michael Jackson, scandals and all (his music)
95. I know all the words to Slick Rick's "Children's Story"
96. Halloween is awesome because you get free candy :)
97. I watch Spongebob Squarepants and I like it :)
98. I have dated a close friend's ex
99. I'm happy as of this moment :)
JNLsTropicalQT: Umm hi.
Brother Bone42: Oi.
JNLsTropicalQT: So, I've heard what you've said about me. That I'm a slut and that I sleep with every guy.
Brother Bone42: What?
JNLsTropicalQT: You told your friends that I'm a slut.
Brother Bone42: ...when was this?
JNLsTropicalQT: I guess you did your senior year.
JNLsTropicalQT: Well, did you?
Brother Bone42: Hell if I remember.
JNLsTropicalQT: Woah. You don't need to swear.
Brother Bone42: ...I take it you're one of those people that consider hell a swear word.
JNLsTropicalQT: You could of said heck. But, it's the way you say it. Because it's a place, too.
Brother Bone42: Ok.
JNLsTropicalQT: Yeah.
JNLsTropicalQT: You have problems, don't you?
Brother Bone42: Define "problems".
JNLsTropicalQT: Well, first off. What do you know about me from after dating me for 3 month's?
JNLsTropicalQT: What now? Too busy wacking off one of your boys?
Brother Bone42: ...why are you worried about something that might have happened 2 years ago?
Brother Bone42: Well, almost.
JNLsTropicalQT: I'm not. But it's a bunch of bullshit!
Brother Bone42: And something so minor at that?
JNLsTropicalQT: Oh, it got around what you said.
JNLsTropicalQT: What have you said?
Brother Bone42: I don't remember. I thought I already said that.
JNLsTropicalQT: Then how can you say it was "minor" if you don't know what you said?
Brother Bone42: They're words.
JNLsTropicalQT: Yeah, and words spread.
Brother Bone42: Well, if I did say those things, not my fault people choose to believe me.
JNLsTropicalQT: Are you that pathetic to say shit about someone that is 3 years younger than you?
Brother Bone42: Oh, don't worry. I know people worse.
Brother Bone42: My step-brother, for instance.
JNLsTropicalQT: What about him?
Brother Bone42: He's a lot worse than I ever could have been.
JNLsTropicalQT: Your family is screwed up, aren't they?
Brother Bone42: He's not blood.
JNLsTropicalQT: But ur mom and dad is.
JNLsTropicalQT: And don't forget granny.
Brother Bone42: There isn't anything wrong with my grandma that no other person her age would do.
JNLsTropicalQT: But your mom. There's something wrong with her.
Brother Bone42: Don't matter to me anymore. Don't deal with her much.
JNLsTropicalQT: Ha, so you admit that you have a screwed up family?
JNLsTropicalQT: Oh man. That's funny.
Brother Bone42: Yeah, so? Everyone's got some sort of screwy relatives.
Brother Bone42: The family just seems to think I'm it.
JNLsTropicalQT: You kinda are too.
Brother Bone42: Ok.
JNLsTropicalQT: You talk shit behind peoples back, but it's funny you never say it to their face.
Brother Bone42: You think that.
JNLsTropicalQT: Oh, believe me. I do.
Brother Bone42: And everyone's entitled to their opinion.
JNLsTropicalQT: Good. Then I can speak it.
Brother Bone42: That's why they call this America.
JNLsTropicalQT: Then why can't you say "BOMB" on a plane?
Brother Bone42: Because there's a difference between what is said, and what really happens.
Brother Bone42: It's a big thing we call 'government'.
JNLsTropicalQT: You know what else is big? Your stomach.
JNLsTropicalQT: And your echo.
JNLsTropicalQT: Are you done, yet?
Brother Bone42: You IM'ed me.
JNLsTropicalQT: You keep being a smart-ass about things.
Brother Bone42: That's my nature.
JNLsTropicalQT: Really?
JNLsTropicalQT: Omg that's so cool.
JNLsTropicalQT: Not.
JNLsTropicalQT: Great life ::Thumbs down::
Brother Bone42: SO, I'm guessing it's in your nature to be a bitch, right?
JNLsTropicalQT: Joe's bitch. Yeah.
JNLsTropicalQT: I'm not being a bitch.
JNLsTropicalQT: All I did was tell you I know the shit you said about me and you won't even admit it.
JNLsTropicalQT: I'm not even going to do everything.
JNLsTropicalQT: *anything
Brother Bone42: I can barely remember last month. You think I can recall 2 years?
JNLsTropicalQT: Brain damage?
Brother Bone42: Could be.
JNLsTropicalQT: How many times were you dropped on your head?
Brother Bone42: Dropped by someone, or dropped myself?
JNLsTropicalQT: Wow, yeah you're messed up.
Brother Bone42: I try.
JNLsTropicalQT: My aunt works with people like you.
JNLsTropicalQT: Do you want help?
Brother Bone42: Nah, there's a counsler in my class.
JNLsTropicalQT: And what kind of class is this?
JNLsTropicalQT: Special-Ed?
Brother Bone42: Right now, Aircraft Instruments.
Brother Bone42: Depends on the instructor.
JNLsTropicalQT: You're weird.
Brother Bone42: Thanks.
JNLsTropicalQT: That's not a compliment.
JNLsTropicalQT: But with your mental capacity you wouldn't understand that.
Brother Bone42: Guess not.
JNLsTropicalQT: bye

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Your arch nemesis, aka; stoutdwarfbone
Evil appearance In long, flowing robes, you are both intimidating and damn good looking.
What you;ve done so far Nothing. Nothing at all. No one's heard of you, or even seen you. Surprise is one hell of a weapon.
Your evil powers/skills You've got that seduction thing down pat.
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Sunday, August 8, 2004

5:18PM - Oh! I wanna dance with somebody. I wanna feel the heat with somebody. (Songs stuck in my head)


I feel weird to be able to see without wearing my glasses. LoL. I'm freaking happy. But I can't swim or take a shower with them in yet. It does take me awhile to put them in, though. Well, I'll get used to them now so when school starts it won't take me as long.

Joe and I have been doing better with our relationship. We talked about everything. I feel so much better about things. I feel more safe and stuff. And he does do things in front of people. We went to the park and did stuff. lol. I was scared of being caught, though.

Brittney's party was fun. They must of had a lot of money to put that together. They had a DJ, an Out House, and A Cook. She had a lot of guest over so we didn't really get too much of a chance to talk.

Tim Corby was there. Joe's Twin. lol. He look like him except older. (He's my moms friend) Him and his wife Kim just had a baby. She's soooooo cute. Any ways Joe cut his hair. And Tim's like "Why did I cut my hair?" LoL.

Any ways, my dad got this book called "101 Last Days Prophecies." That is some scary stuff. I ended up staying the night at my grandma's after the party. I didn't want to be alone. My parents wanted to stay later at the party and I was tired so my grandma let me go home with her. I ate Taco Bell. lol, they screwed my order up. Then my grandpa was drunk and he looked all the screen doors so we had to stand outside his window yelling his name. lol. Then he let us in, finally. And I went to bed. I woke up somewhere between 5am-6am because Joe had to work at that time and he called me to say "He loved me and good morning" and after I hung up with him. It was weird. I don't remember what happened. I remember getting up and putting the phone on the hook and going to the bathroom. Then it was like I blacked out or something. I woke up being in my grandma's bed at it was 1:05pm. I was like "WTF???" I never sleep that late for one. I didn't even go to bed that late. It was probably about Midnight or 1am at the latest. Then like I got out of bed and nobody was home. I don't even remember them saying "goodbye" I was so scared. Then the phone rang and it was my mom and she's like "I was so worried about you. I've been trying to call you since 11am, I thought grandma was going to call me in the morning before she left. but I'll be over to pick you up in 5 minutes." I was really confused. Then on the way home we went to my work and got slushes and malts. And I found out we're going on another Bahmah cruise Friday Feb 11th-14th. I don't even really want to go again. But my parents told me I have to because I work with them and yada yada yada. I'll be pissed if Coming Home is Feb 12th. I don't think it'd be that early but who knows.

Buh byez....

God has shown me that I should not call any man unholy or unclean.
Acts 10:28

For there is neither Jew nor Greek, there is neither slave nor free man, there is neither male nor female; for you are all one in Christ Jesus.
Galatians 3:28

Nor should there be gay or straight, liberal or conservative, Democrat or Republican, American or French, debit or credit, paper or plastic, for if we are to be one, then we cannot continue to claim Jesus' name and yet push prejudice. Click the Rainbow Jesus for some laughs.

This thingy is weird.

That's because I don't drink...
Smirnoff Ice
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These are weird.

TheLyndzz's LJ stalker is fyrdal33tmaster!
fyrdal33tmaster is stalking you because they saw your picture and fell in love.. They are also eating your food when you aren't looking!

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LoL, Robert wants to get with Joe?
TheLyndzz's LJ stalker is stoutdwarfbone!
stoutdwarfbone is stalking you because a little birdie told them you talked behind their back. They are also getting with your significant other!

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blue_mirage is stalking you because they saw your picture and fell in love.. They are also leaving anonymous abuse on your journal!

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TheLyndzz's LJ stalker is lifeslastknight!
lifeslastknight is stalking you because they saw your picture and fell in love.. They are also slowly poisoning you!

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God of Life
Happy, hyper, and just in love with life. You don't mind being alive, in fact you love it, you like being who you are and just having a good time. You are what makes the heart beat and children be born. Sweet, and cute.

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Sporty, Muscular and really popular, but kind of a muscle head.

Take the quiz: "How much road rage do you have?"

Road rage king of the road!
You take no shit from anyone, and break the laws of driving daily! You should have your license taken away, but I applaud you for your fearlessness.

Current mood: loved
How Many People Will Be There To Watch Joe And I Say Our Wedding Vows

Friday, August 6, 2004

7:28PM - The Holtz' Party's Tomorrow And On Top Of It I Got My Pink Blob Back!


Adopt your own useless blob!
I'm getting my contacts tomorrow and then, I work my shitty hours. Then I get to go to Brittneys party with Joe (I think). And I might be baby sitting my moms friend Shannon and Steve's baby.

I'll let you know how that works out.

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English . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . I Love You
Spanish . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . Te Amo
French . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . Je T'aime
German . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . lch Liebe Dich
Japanese . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . Ai Shite Imasu
Italian . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . Ti Amo
Chinese . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . Wo Ai Ni
Swedish . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . Jag Alskar
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Any wayz, I'll probably take a nap soon. I've been up all night. And well, PMS. lol. What can you do?
Before I go, here are some quizzes.

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Thursday, August 5, 2004

9:37PM - Can You Feel The Love Tonight...I Can't


I love Joe so much, you have no idea. When I was younger I wrote in a journal what I looked for in a guy.

"I just want to be with a guy that loves me. That will promise me things and keep them. That doesn't lie to me and won't make me cry. I want to be with someone that doesn't yell or swear at me. To just talk to me about problems we're having or just in general. I want to be with someone that will do anything for me and that will always be there for me no matter what. I want a guy that'll chase after me. That will lay down with me in front of people and that will do stuff in front of them without even looking over his shoulder to see what other people are doing. I want to go into our own world. I want to have late night phone talks with me and doesn't get crabby. That that's any risk for me and doesn't get mad about it. That will want to take those risks because it's for love. That'll show me his love. That will make my dreams come true."


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